I hope the soothing fic helped, because ugh what a horrible thing to have experienced. I've been thinking about what to write in reply to this and I keep drawing blanks. Because really, it is what you said yourself-- it's disgusting and despicable and UGH. It's just so depressing to be reminded that sometimes, and especially when it comes to men who might have a modicum of some sort of ~talent or ~gift, the rights and well-being of women who have been wronged or violated by said jackholes just don't mean shit.